My heart is saying I don’t understand or accept or desire it enough to do it now. My brain just needs to figure out why. Stop looking for another reason more complex than fearing the truth.
This is the most basic characteristic of all champions. Know your truth. If you cannot be true to who you are and what you want and who you want to be as you are going for what you want…you just won’t be happy with the trophy. YES every choice matters so remember always to be true to the real you. If you don’t know who that is anymore then you have to STOP cheating your true self and do the real work.